~This is a poem a wrote a while ago, and you probably do not understand what it means so I will try to explain it a little. Recently I've been wanting to get away from here, this country, I no longer feel safe or at home. It's a weird feeling, and I can't describe it very well, which I wanted, and that is what turned into this poem. I am not depressed and you don't need to feel sorry for me (if you are xD) because I am fine. I just needed to get this off my chest, really, writing poems does miracles! Enjoy my crappyness.~

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I need to get away from this place,
I really need life to change and turn around the other way.

I'm not at home here, I'm not fitting in.
The clocks don't tick the way they should,
the walls are blocking my way out,
and they started breathing, they actually started to see me.

Reaching out for someone to save me,
for time to go by faster, so i can get ready,
so i can leave this place i called home all this time.
I'm turning my back on it, I'm betraying it.
It's rotten, like the people that live here.

Goodbyes are hard,
and I don't expect it to be easy,
but sometimes it's the only way.
My body starts to tense up, and I feel agitated,
Impatient, Knowing I will have to wait,
for this thing called faith.

I will break all ties and boundaries for this one dream.
I will stand tall and chase afther this dream, and I will make it reality.
This one time, I will not fail. I will finally get to be free.
And actually, that's all I really need.

Poem (c) by Appolonia Zwiers (Kayragoesrawr)